August 5th (Wednesday) ’09
Had a great walk- was up before my alarm and out the door 15 minutes earlier than usual. I just got up here to write when T came in crying because S said she would spend the whole night in her room with her and T was upset cause she didn’t. I told T that maybe she got cold with the air on, but T was crying and said ‘No, it’s because of me!’. How heartbreaking. Well between T and the dogs here it’s really hard to write now.
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T stayed upstairs with me till it was time for me to go to work -she can be such a sweetie. Still being extra affectionate (which I don’t mind at all). TP on the other hand is driving me nuts today -in and out, in and out. It’s hard cause she gets bored and doesn’t know what she wants and can’t settle down or sit still. Tweedles is also driving me nuts -she barks at everything and nothing. I’m really thinking shock collar ,but I really hate to do that -she is a really good dog otherwise, but the water bottle just isn’t doing the trick (though it worked wonders on Precious). Even though I lost almost 20lbs I can’t really tell. I know thats because I was soo big (I am), but I wonder at what point will I be able to say Wow- it looks like I lost some weight? 50lbs? 75lbs? I’m gonna call BS and wish him a happy birthday, then read a little Vittorio.
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T is sleeping with me tonight. POE went pretty well-ate 2 fig bars and 3 m+m’s and almost all my soup. T and the girls ate a little. It was really good! POE for tomorrow.B.-v8,kbar (or omelet). / L.- turkey on wheat with cottage cheese/ S.- almonds. D.- 2 hotdogs and 1 cam baked beans, 2 slices of buttered bread or toast.
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